We all end up I think in moments and feelings, you just can’t explain even if it’s? just a moment never talked about because how and where could one speak about such a strange feeling in a moment over decades with the same feeling at different ages through your life? Huh, what a question! And who the Fck! In this world could answer a question like that without some bullshit explanation with no conversation only judgment. Only for whatever reason can that exist. Exsplain? Seems it’s weird in my world anyway. Is it just me or are many people just want their way like grown-ups stamping their feet till the world turns their head in fear or just not bothering with bullshit. Except for this feeling that always feels the same!
This feeling is decades apart from as early as about 8 years old approximately .
The memory is walking by myself and I have my hands in my pockets, it’s always very windy and cold and has only happened a handful of times many years apart. It’s a lonely but not a scary type of lonely or cold but a feeling I always know I will experience again and remember as if there is no end.
